Yes this is me, whining, and I have a very good reason.
I have to lose weight and it's not going well AT ALL!!
I'm frustrated, irritated, and unmotivated
I understand what I HAVE to do. I just don't get why it's so friggin hard!
I've done it before, so why not now ?!?!?
I have realized some things about myself recently:
1). I am definitely and emotional eater. If I'm mad or sad *Eat*, happy *Eat*, excited *Eat*, stressed *Really Eat*..... You get the picture.
2). I have no self-control when it comes to food. It's like it knows me.... I pass by and it calls to me saying " Meeliiissa, oh Meeliiiissaaa, You KNOW you want this" and I respond with a resounding
"OH YES! I DO! I DO! I Dooooo!"
3). I will fight you if you try and snatch my food. (Yes people it's that bad) Just ask my poor hubby who has almost lost a hand and a few fingers attempting such a risky feat.
**BIG Sigh** I know it's mind over matter, I can do it if I put my mind to it, No pain -no gain...... BLAH BLAH BLAH ....
Right now there's a chocolate glazed doughnut calling my name... it's like the alluring song of the siren drawing me in.
Ahhhhh! OK, I need MAJOR help!! MAJOR!
Am I hopless?? Lord, I hope not.
Well, no I'm NOT going to get the doughnut. I really am trying.
Just needed to whine a little bit.
You're such a good listener ;-)
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